i am just someone speciaL

and you just did it, AGAIN :(( and everytime you’re doing it, it makes me feel weaker and weaker. weaker in a sense that no matter how painful it is, here i am still wanting to be with you. but this time it’s different, totally. i felt like it’s so much tiring already. I’M TIRED :((

until now, i still cant get your point why do you have to beat me up? was this your way of saying that you’re a man and superior than my feminity? well, if that’s what you’re trying to say, then FINE. you won! happy?

i know how much you hated me but do you really have to do that? did you ever think of doing it to other women? or you’re just doing it to me ‘coz you know i can bear the pain and i’m not doing anything about it.

here’s for you, BOY. someday, someday, it’s my turn! and when that time comes, i will never ever look back. JUST LIKE PLAYING CHESS, TAKE EVERYTHING FROM ME. FOR ONCE I DO THE MOVE, YOU’LL JUST BE SURPRISED. CHECKMATE!